This free form poem was first published, in a slightly different version, in 2009, and is based on a personal experience, and on the great economic crash of 2008 and 2009. At the time I couldn't have envisaged the momentous events we may be on the brink of in Scotland 2014, but reading it again it seemed to have a certain resonance for these times. I'll leave it to readers to decide that for themselves, but I will thank writer, activist and friend, John Aberdein, without whom these poetic reflections would never have become.
- Steve Arnott
On seeing Orcas in Burra Sound, 2007
steel Orcadian sky
salt morning wind
steady chug of diesel.
All the talk had been of death -
empty boat tied up in Stromness
young pilot shrouded in night;
a local son
lost to the irreducible sea.
Then: “Whales!” “Whales!”
halfway to Hoy, the cry went up
the rush to the rail, pointing fingers
bisecting
the moment’s gift,
timely, Nietzschean
metaphor made flesh.
Yes!
Yes!
Quick fumblings in cases and handbags;
the clicks and whirrs of attempted capture.
I caught with no camera
Other than that which evolution bequeathed.
There they were:
not just whales, but Orcas
five…six…seven! Adults and young
flying in formation,
feeding perhaps…
their yin yang bodies
glistering,
massive,
arcing in sinusoidal motion
through air and cresting sea
just a few boat lengths away.
I recollect
tingle in my primate spine,
soundless swelling in mammal chest;
a narrative sense – how unique
to be here?
At this point in space.
At this point in time.
“I have been crossing this stretch of water
for twenty five years,” said my travelled friend
“and have seen nothing like this before.”
Later, the Orcas behind us
sparkling the grey,
we approached the jetty, saw the seals
- a hundred or more –
huddled in the shallows,
backs to the shore, bobbing like buoys,
brown eyes fixed outwards
in primal terror.
Fixed on the black and white conquistadors.
Who, there and then, on that boat
- children all, of our postmodern
and multiply -
linked -
world -
did not make the Attenborough connection?
Sly, sliding Orca, taking seal from the beach?
Or, far out at sea, playing with bloodied pup
like a kitten with its toy?
All the dichotomies were present and correct
in that ensouled, singular
drop of time:
the mediated and unmediated,
contingency and synchronicity,
the wild and the civilised world,
man and beast,
death and life.
The planet moved again in its orbit
one and a half times around the sun.
None of us had seen anything like it before
when the crunch came. The bubble burst;
the very kings of the world
stood in line to be saved
by the alms of the poor,
and the hard won gains of working folk
- who’d feed a family for the week
on what a Master might pay
for a lunchtime bottle of wine -
were mortgaged to the futures
of the comprehensively obscene.
It was both absurdity and an augur
I think –
no, nothing much has changed…yet.
Stocks are up, heads are down,
the dole queues longer and longer.
Big Brother box still squawks and squawks,
keeping most - most of the time -
corralled in baitballs, or listless
in the dull and limited pools.
“Work to live! Live to work!
arbecht macht frei
consume, consume, consume,”
then, emptied, die.
Killers still rule, and sing their songs,
in our primordial waters.
When you are born
We will eat you
When you swim
We will eat you
When you hunt
We will eat you
When you love
We will eat you
When you are old
We will eat you
We will suck on the marrow
Of your bones
and your soul
Still, it moves…
What is a single life worth?
And how should it be lived?
All of politics and philosophy
unbounded in a nutshell.
steel orcadian light
steady thrum of diesel
salt spray, spattering.
That first and final camera inverts the world;
and re-invents a still young dream.
Other masses, purposeful and sleek, that play,
feed, sing, and break the circle of the sea.
In time, other seas
in which to carouse;
limitless rainbow valleys
and unseen mountains;
Other melodies keened
amongst the bubbles
and stories writ in turquoise corals
But patience:
All crossings take place in real time.
Enough now to glimpse
the mere beginning:
Consider again, conquistadors and prey,
seen through the rain and distances of grey.
Past epochs spent,
great flukes rising and crashing
rent the storm howled waters
flying...
They pod pressed in fear;
Their compass narrowed
and sheared to shallow water;
Their backs to the wall of the shore;
And we Leviathan.
Steve Arnott
August 2009